Salam..ak agak buhsan sekarang..td pg aku ade presentation which i tink it was the
worst presentation ever..i mean not me nor my project (of cos aku suke design aku sendri) cume the review from the lecturer doesnt satisfied me.he said that my design is no good..bla..bla..bla and he also said (we have been assigned to design a kiosk for local food) that there is something wrong wif my kiosk roof.i said to him
"ello encik,tat is my design..u shudnt argue about it..if u want me to do according to ur style means it is ur design..not mine! " (n off course jugak aku cakap tuh dalam hati..hehe)
Well guys, this is not the thing that i want to share wif..lately aku teringat tentang my childhood moment..bile kite dah besar kite akan rase lots of thing has change. .kite makin kenal ape itu dunia sebenar..kite akn tahu siapa kawan sebenar n siapa kawan yg sekadar
berjimba jimba dgn kite waktu senang.kalau dulu2 mak ak bg aku duit belanje seringgit tp skang adik aku pyer duet belanje nk cecah 5hengget.things is really change tp smpi sekarang..ak realize satu bende jew n seriously its really effects my mentality
: Good looking peeps always conquer the world.Xpaham?here it goes..i was a fat boy and ugly ( i mean it..seriously) and trust me..my whole childhood life is really a disaster. i have less friend and i duno y. sumetimes i make fool wif myself to attract others people attention just to let them be friend wif me. all this thing started when i was in secondary school.
I was really fat and black, dulu aku sekolah kat tempat yg most of tem cames from a rich family. mcm ala2 baru form 2 dah lepak2 kat DOME n so on.padehal aku dulu lepak kat roti canai je kot (see how big difference am i compared wif tem)
Aku selalu motivate myself to not to think about it deeply tp at the age of 14 ak xrase badan aku mcm kawan2 aku yg lain..tey do looks like a typical teenagers yg lain..tp aku?i was stuck in my darjah 6 body. n off course i have been humiliated by tem. i am short n it wasnt my fault kalau aku xdapat tinggi rite?i cant blame the god for making me tis way and u noe wat? i still remmber one time tuh aku kene padam papan hitam n aku xsmpai..so ak kene lah lompat2 sbb nk padam.
ONE WHOLE CLASS WAS LAUGHING AT ME. yeay!because of wat? sebb aku pendek!and hey..its doesnt stop just like tat, tey called me
DORAEMON.y?again for the reason of I
AM FAT AND I AM SHORT.
At the age of 14 ak dah sedar something..org yg hensem n cantik akn selalu mdapat peluang..akan mdpt perhatian..akn dikasihi dan akan disayangi.ak juge sedar yg org2 mcm aku neh xkan diberi peluang..xkn diberi perhatian. Sekarang org selalu cakap ngn aku yg mase sekolah menengah aku mesti best sebb ak selalu diberi perhatian and watsoever but the bullshit thing is
hey!nobody doesnt realize of my existance owh. im UGLY! dulu..ade lah few hot guys kat sekolah aku yg aku rase gals sgt lah selalu mberi perhatian kat dorg..wat i want bukan lah mjadi pujaan org tp stakat people notice me n said
" hey!" tats it.fullstop. i didnt ask fo more tp ape kan daye..aku ade kawan tp kawan yg backstabber.yg ckp kat org laen pasal aku.buruk2 kan aku. kalau aku ensem mesti die xkn buat mcm tuh. aku selalu rase yg aku lebih matang dr usia aku.thanx to tem for making me tis way..walau ape pon org cakap n respond..ak akn ckp yg
ORG YG CANTIK AND HENSEM AKAN SELALU DIBERI KEUTAMAAN DAN PERHATIAN and org2 mcm aku?
IM NOTHING!Aku bukanlah nak emosi cume ak rase ak nk kongsi ngn korg..ngn sesiape yg pernah alami bende neh same ngn aku..ak tahu ramai yg pernah.dulu aku rase aku buruk..xde sape nk kawan.its lasting smpi aku form 5.ak hye gain self esteem pon pas aku masuk matrix..baru aku hidup dlm dunie yg normal dan bru aku ade kawan2 yg sebenar.ak tahu org akn ckp yg i dont accept ur opinion but hey..its true.put it tis way : 1 situasi..ur the boss..ko nk interview 2 org pompuan which 2-2 same dr semue segi neh..tp yg bezakan dorg is sorg neh cantik n sorg neh buruk..mane yg kite akan pilih? OFF COURSE kite pilih yg cantik!sebab ape?its bonus for her lah kan?lumrah alam..kite suke bende yg cantik2..aku xsalahkn sape2 cume mentaliti kite neh kene ubah sket ah.
Aku ade lah jugak tye kat kekasih hati pengarang jantung aku neh pasal soalan situasi diatas..ak saje nk dgr ap yg die jawab..this is the answer from her "sy akn pilih yg huduh..sebb ape?sbb yg huduh neh akn buat keje..xbyk flirt n concntrate ngn career" wah! kate die mmg brilliant. Dasar majikan yg superb. kenape jawapan die berbeza? sbb die tahu yg org cantik neh akan selalu diberi perhatian..org yg tak cantik neh selaluny sedar diri n xde lah nk flirt2 ngn semue org..kan? see! everbody noes about it. so xsalah aku cakap yg dr kecik ak dah beriltizam untuk jd hensem seperti model2 sedie ade kerana aku tahu yg dorg xkan hidup susah pyer.
Sekarang? dont talk about now.sebb ak tak tahu nk ckp ape..ak just nk imbas ap yg telah berlaku kat dalam hidup aku..yg telah mbuatkn hati aku keras..dan susah untuk buat aku percaye kat org lain. but like i said..one things is so really sure : kacak dan cantik itu jaminan. kan?
Trust me..tis is me when i was 14..dah boleh imagine how hard my life when i was in high school?
And this is my picture mase aku kat matrix..i noe its different n pls dont say tat i "agak menarik" coz i never been into tat group even how hard i am trying to be
pic neh mase aku keje kat celcom..dah macam pic dalam halaman kolam renang majalah mangga jew kan?hehep/s: But hey..thanx to kawan2 aku yg selalu ade waktu aku susah dan senang..kekasih hati aku yg terime aku seadanye xkesah la badan aku ng gemuk ke kurus ke n to those yg ade opinion about this thing?just drop some comment k?again, bukan nk meraih simpati tp cume nk berkongsi..chills ya
